Thought I'd post a quick blog while I'm waiting for my hair to dry.
I'm jetting off to Guelph and then Wasaga Beach this weekend! I'm super excited. No kids, just me and Beau from 11 PM tonight to Sunday afternoon.
Just a side note; I hate packing. I used to love it when I was a teen, but that was before I had Princess. Now I hate it. I always overpack and overthink everything I bring. It drives me nuts.
Until next time. xo
05 August 2011
02 August 2011
Goodbye forever.
I recently told my ex I never want to speak to him again.
I feel kind of free. We were together for a long time and I never expected, or wanted for that matter, to get to the point where I wouldn't want him in my life. But it's happened, and I'm rather happy about it.
He of course wasn't exactly pleased, but I honestly couldn't care less than I already don't. I realized that I was gaining nothing from the friendship.
And I just need to move the fuck on. We broke up in March and it was just stringing along like it always did. I don't think we would have gotten back together in the future (again), but the possibility of moving on completely and falling in love with another person wouldn't have been so readily available for me, I think.
I loved him a lot so letting go has been hard. Letting go of the future I'd envisioned and spent so much time wanting. Letting go of just the possibilities. The hardest part in letting go is knowing they could have happened if he'd have just grown up a little and let things happen.
But it doesn't matter now. Because now I have let go and am moving on. I've found someone that I care a lot about and hope it turns into something.
All this hope is making my face ache. xo
I feel kind of free. We were together for a long time and I never expected, or wanted for that matter, to get to the point where I wouldn't want him in my life. But it's happened, and I'm rather happy about it.
He of course wasn't exactly pleased, but I honestly couldn't care less than I already don't. I realized that I was gaining nothing from the friendship.
And I just need to move the fuck on. We broke up in March and it was just stringing along like it always did. I don't think we would have gotten back together in the future (again), but the possibility of moving on completely and falling in love with another person wouldn't have been so readily available for me, I think.
I loved him a lot so letting go has been hard. Letting go of the future I'd envisioned and spent so much time wanting. Letting go of just the possibilities. The hardest part in letting go is knowing they could have happened if he'd have just grown up a little and let things happen.
But it doesn't matter now. Because now I have let go and am moving on. I've found someone that I care a lot about and hope it turns into something.
All this hope is making my face ache. xo
29 July 2011
Fricken-fracken-flacken-GRR!
I swear I have two of the most idiotic ex's of all time.
Of. All. Time.
How did I end up with two of them anyway? Whut tha fack.
In other news, Princess and Satin and becoming the best of friends. Satin lets her kiss her and put blankets on her and wheel her around in Princess' wheel-y suitcase. They like playing tag. It's too cute some days.
In other-other news, we're waking up at 6 AM tomorrow morning to go to Formosa. One of my mom's friends lives there so we're going for the long weekend. Apparently there's this "homecoming" something or other.
There's a dance and my mom's friend is a chaperone (honestly... chaperones? *snicker*) and my mom is tagging along. I'm stuck at their house with Nutbar and after she's asleep I have a mickey of Raspberry Sourpuss to enjoy.
Aaahhh... they have a trampoline. Drunk trampolining, anyone?
In more news, there's about a 70% chance that I'm going to Wonderland next weekend with Beau. All depends on Idiot and whether or not he's going to keep his word about visitation or change it again. I'd love to go off about him, but I'll keep that off the internet lol.
In more-more news, swimming goggles have magic powers. A friend of mine has parents with a pool. Last week it was really hot so she invited us to go swimming. Usually Princess doesn't like pools where she's can't touch the bottom where the water goes above her waist. We stuck some goggles on her and she was like a whole new kid. She bobbed up and down, kicked with her feet with me holding her belly, and even moved along the side of the pool a few feet. I was so proud!
Her father is supposed to be signing her up for swimming lessons soon (considering they start August 2nd) so I'm going to buy her some pink (they gotta be pink!) goggles for the magic swimming powers. I can't wait to see her swimming.
I'm being bugged for food and drink so I guess that's my cue to go.
Who ever said they need to be fed more than once a day anyway? xo
Of. All. Time.
How did I end up with two of them anyway? Whut tha fack.
In other news, Princess and Satin and becoming the best of friends. Satin lets her kiss her and put blankets on her and wheel her around in Princess' wheel-y suitcase. They like playing tag. It's too cute some days.
In other-other news, we're waking up at 6 AM tomorrow morning to go to Formosa. One of my mom's friends lives there so we're going for the long weekend. Apparently there's this "homecoming" something or other.
There's a dance and my mom's friend is a chaperone (honestly... chaperones? *snicker*) and my mom is tagging along. I'm stuck at their house with Nutbar and after she's asleep I have a mickey of Raspberry Sourpuss to enjoy.
Aaahhh... they have a trampoline. Drunk trampolining, anyone?
In more news, there's about a 70% chance that I'm going to Wonderland next weekend with Beau. All depends on Idiot and whether or not he's going to keep his word about visitation or change it again. I'd love to go off about him, but I'll keep that off the internet lol.
In more-more news, swimming goggles have magic powers. A friend of mine has parents with a pool. Last week it was really hot so she invited us to go swimming. Usually Princess doesn't like pools where she's can't touch the bottom where the water goes above her waist. We stuck some goggles on her and she was like a whole new kid. She bobbed up and down, kicked with her feet with me holding her belly, and even moved along the side of the pool a few feet. I was so proud!
Her father is supposed to be signing her up for swimming lessons soon (considering they start August 2nd) so I'm going to buy her some pink (they gotta be pink!) goggles for the magic swimming powers. I can't wait to see her swimming.
I'm being bugged for food and drink so I guess that's my cue to go.
Who ever said they need to be fed more than once a day anyway? xo
24 July 2011
Fabulous.
Well, I just had a great weekend. Met a guy I'm interested in, spent the night at his house, met his two adorable kids, drove an ATV. Yup, greatness.
That ATV thing was so fun. I tagged along on the back first while Guy* (*not his actual name) raced around with his friends on their dirt bikes. Then he let me drive haha. I didn't run into anything *whew*
My back is super sore from rocking his baby to sleep lol. Well, he'll be 1 soon, but compared to my giant 4 year old, he's tiny. The cutest thing, too. Little sticky-outy ears and two top and two bottom teeth. When I ask for a high-five he smiles and ignores me lol.
The older one, he's 2, has quite the arm on him. He thinks it's funny to catch you surprisingly by throwing a ball at your face haha. Little bugger.
*pats tummy* Time to lose a few pounds and a few inches. Hopefully I get in the right frame of mind to stick to the workouts this time. Wish me luck, the 3 people that read this blog LOL.
Peace, love and something else. xo
That ATV thing was so fun. I tagged along on the back first while Guy* (*not his actual name) raced around with his friends on their dirt bikes. Then he let me drive haha. I didn't run into anything *whew*
My back is super sore from rocking his baby to sleep lol. Well, he'll be 1 soon, but compared to my giant 4 year old, he's tiny. The cutest thing, too. Little sticky-outy ears and two top and two bottom teeth. When I ask for a high-five he smiles and ignores me lol.
The older one, he's 2, has quite the arm on him. He thinks it's funny to catch you surprisingly by throwing a ball at your face haha. Little bugger.
*pats tummy* Time to lose a few pounds and a few inches. Hopefully I get in the right frame of mind to stick to the workouts this time. Wish me luck, the 3 people that read this blog LOL.
Peace, love and something else. xo
21 July 2011
Lordy.
I definitely just spent the entire day at my mom's, stuck in her air conditioned living room, in this 42 degree weather. *gag* I feel terrible for Princess, but I'm not having us die of heat stroke today.
I think tomorrow is supposed to be 2 degrees cooler, which hooray, but yuck. I'm over this heatwave.
I found a renewed love for Roller Coaster Tycoon today. I used to play it all the time. Only thing that sucks is you need the CD and it's my brother's game. Lame.
Saturday is only two days away! This time on Saturday I'll be in Guelph probably riding an ATV lol. I am excited.
Write later. xo
I think tomorrow is supposed to be 2 degrees cooler, which hooray, but yuck. I'm over this heatwave.
I found a renewed love for Roller Coaster Tycoon today. I used to play it all the time. Only thing that sucks is you need the CD and it's my brother's game. Lame.
Saturday is only two days away! This time on Saturday I'll be in Guelph probably riding an ATV lol. I am excited.
Write later. xo
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