Well, that was interesting.

To say the least, I think.

It seems I have a boyfriend. I'm kind of nervous since my last one didn't turn out so well. But definitely excited to start this new part of my life. He seems to care a lot about me which is a new feeling. I like it.

I've also been learning a lot of things about a certain person in my past. None of it is good stuff, but it's helping me figure things out.

I actually didn't have much to say today haha. Just thought I'd write a small update.

Oh well. xo

Holy Cripes.

I just realized I haven't written a blog in almost two weeks. Whoopsie!

I still don't know what to write haha. Uhm.. I got into a fight with a raccoon over the last half of a sandwich and it got me. 20 stitches and 4 scars later, I think I'll be okay.

Not really. I burned myself with a whisk, of all things. In two spots. On the same day, no less. I don't know where my head was at.

Then later after Princess was in bed I went to have a bath to relax. I was lighting candles and my hand slipped on the side of the tub and plowed right into the hot lighter. That was the end of that "relaxing" bath.

In other news, I'm going on my second date of the weekend later tonight. Woohoo. The one yesterday was super lame. We went to dinner and he groped on me the whole time. Gag. Needless to say I won't be going out with him again.

Tonight another guy and I are going bowling. I'm hopeful that this date will be funner and better than yesterday's. Wish me luck lol.

Hmm.. my cat is still insane. I actually think she's getting more crazy as time goes on. She's more cuddly though, which is nice.

I'm excited for my tattoo appointment on the 31st. I can't wait!

Yhup, I got nothing lol. xo

Another Monday.

Another weekend gone by. Another week to live through.

My weekend was pretty great, actually. Went to Guelph Friday night and then Wasaga on Saturday for the day. I got a tan, woo! Still not as dark as I'd like to be, but definitely not as ghostly pale as usual lol.

Weighed myself this morning and was happily surprised to see I've lost 6 lbs since Thursday morning. Maybe I'm finally pulling out of this rut and ready to kick my ass into gear. I'm also cutting down on carbs and sugary drinks (..maybe) so hopefully that will help a bit, plus the little workouts I'll be doing at home every day.

I'm pumped! xo

Have a good weekend everyone!

Thought I'd post a quick blog while I'm waiting for my hair to dry.

I'm jetting off to Guelph and then Wasaga Beach this weekend! I'm super excited. No kids, just me and Beau from 11 PM tonight to Sunday afternoon.

Just a side note; I hate packing. I used to love it when I was a teen, but that was before I had Princess. Now I hate it. I always overpack and overthink everything I bring. It drives me nuts.

Until next time. xo

Goodbye forever.

I recently told my ex I never want to speak to him again.

I feel kind of free. We were together for a long time and I never expected, or wanted for that matter, to get to the point where I wouldn't want him in my life. But it's happened, and I'm rather happy about it.

He of course wasn't exactly pleased, but I honestly couldn't care less than I already don't. I realized that I was gaining nothing from the friendship.

And I just need to move the fuck on. We broke up in March and it was just stringing along like it always did. I don't think we would have gotten back together in the future (again), but the possibility of moving on completely and falling in love with another person wouldn't have been so readily available for me, I think.

I loved him a lot so letting go has been hard. Letting go of the future I'd envisioned and spent so much time wanting. Letting go of just the possibilities. The hardest part in letting go is knowing they could have happened if he'd have just grown up a little and let things happen.

But it doesn't matter now. Because now I have let go and am moving on. I've found someone that I care a lot about and hope it turns into something.

All this hope is making my face ache. xo